what i feel rite now

salam syunk ku.. hye.. how r u today? hope fine n always hepi la ek.. cmne holiday? besh.. ammishyu so much.. dear.. i dono y i rs bdebar2 sgt.. after u told me last nite.. y ar? i trus tingat kisah dulu.. sama serupa mcm yg pernah blaku.. mungkinkah me tlalu blembut? or like i dont care what ever u want to do.. :( i care dear.. and im so scared.. nape eh perlu buat begitu? seakan beri harapan.. y? i takut sgt sst yg pernah blaku dulu, akan blaku kembali.. :( ape yg perlu i lakukan? i dowan to think bout that.. but i keep thinking on and on.. syunk.. u lah kekuatan i.. idop i.. how if u ar gone.. im lost dear.. im so scared... tell me dear.. ya allah.. what should i do... help me.. :(

peace (^.^)_v